?[00:06.54]Sent ya bitch a dick pic and now she need glasses
[00:10.13]Turn a bitch slick rick now if I flashed it
[00:13.41]Ate a couple pills took the bud out the plastic
[00:16.92]Flicking cigarette ashes bitch I stay blasted
[00:20.25]Microphone Cassius
[00:22.00]Magic with the sick shit
[00:23.72]Said I post to been dead
[00:25.23]But bitch I'm still up in this bitch
[00:27.17]Verbal herbal poison
[00:28.97]Words I cortisone
[00:30.65]Fucked pregnant bitch
[00:31.64]Save money on her abortion
[00:33.79]I feel like Billy Corgan
[00:35.42]In a church playing the organ
[00:37.24]Covering too short
[00:38.94]Smoking a Newport
[00:40.88]Hurt hoping drugs a help the pain a go away
[00:43.39]And all these thoughts in my head
[00:45.40]Made the sane go astray
[00:47.43]Step inside a mind
[00:48.70]That revolves around the rhyme
[00:50.44]And he close his eyes see visions of white lines
[00:54.43]Dying in the arms of a blond blue eyed twenty something
[00:57.87]Don't know her name now the paramedics chest pu
[01:01.25]Thirty something black male OD'ed off pills
[01:04.64]That he wasn't prescribed
[01:06.34]But they took his life
[01:07.96]Let behind a daughter
[01:09.22]That doesn't really even know him
[01:10.84]Because her momma
[01:11.55]Thought he wouldn't make a living off them poems
[01:14.46]But it was a long journey on a rocky road
[01:16.40]Had a hoody and a jacket on the bus in snow
[01:18.08]Walking in the cold on the way to the studio
[01:19.48]Smoking on a loosey that was just a couple yrs ago
[01:21.44]Dropped a couple free mixtapes on the net
[01:23.14]And niggas tried to front like it wasn't all that
[01:24.78]But guess what bitch I'm coming back
[01:26.58]Guess what bitch I'm coming back
[01:28.17]Signed to fools gold and everything's all gnarly
[01:31.46]Bitches want my number just to get up in party
[01:35.23]Came along way from extension cords in the window
[01:38.66]Borrowing neighbors power
[01:39.79]Just to plug up the Nintendo
[01:41.80]Where the ovens never closed and stoves never off
[01:45.16]Every winter so cold niggas sleeping scarves
[01:48.53]But I would always tell myself
[01:50.21]That this shit of get better
[01:51.99]You know who you is you the greatest rapper ever
[01:55.43]So now the pressures on em to prove that voice right
[01:58.85]Some people never know
[02:00.03]They goals he know his whole life
[02:02.21]So now his turn up fixing up to bat
[02:05.44]Pitching singles to the label
[02:07.00]When I use to pitch crack
[02:09.05]Never learned to rap I just always knew how
[02:12.49]So ever since eight I knew what I would now
[02:15.77]When I turned twenty eight
[02:17.43]They like what you gone do now
[02:19.29]And now a nigga thirty
[02:21.01]So where think heard me
[02:22.42]That last ten years
[02:24.26]I been so fucking stressed
[02:26.17]Tears in my eyes let me get this off my chest
[02:29.49]The thought of no success it got me chasing death
[02:33.04]Doing all these drugs in hopes of OD'ing next
[02:36.04]Triple X triple X triple X triple
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